I just watched the Winne the Pooh Heffalump Movie for the first time. How sad is it that it made me cry....

Been in a very odd mood of late, not sure what that is about though. 

I am thinking about watching Finding Neverland, but I think I have used up my 'films to make you cry' quota for the day.

Is it just me or is there a lot "Hate your body fat?" and "Drop a jean size a week!" adverts at the moment. Maybe they are trying to say something ha ha.

OMG I am sooooooo tired. Was just at a ceilidh. Josh and Micheal were both there and I met one of Josh's friends called Alan. Luckily I didn't have to spend much time with Micheal and I danced with Josh for all of the dances apart from a few which were either group or I danced with Alan.

Remember clocks go forward tomorrow!

I'm to sleep sleep cause I have dance danced all night. Ha ha looooser :P

What have you all gotten up to on your Saturday Night?

I'm growing one of those "Grow your own name plants" :D How awesome is that! :D

I shall try my best to keep you alive little plantie, we do share the same name after all!

***

Chemistary and Biology exams today ! Eeeeeeeeek.

***

A man is measured by the quality of his friends.

***

I need some new display pictures, mine are OOOOOOOOOOLD! Any ideas of a good place to look? :D

Hello Livejournal. Haven't seen you in a while ....sorry about that.

Let's just say that before my life wasn't this demanding.

I am going to try and start this whole livejournal thing again. Except this time I am going to write about what I want. I used to always think "No I can't post this, nobody would want to read this" or "This is just me moaning, why would you post that?" This time I am just going to write.

So, my life at the moment. EXAMS! I have 2 guys who are into me, which would be great... except I don't like either of them like that at all. One of them - Alex, is one of my oldest friends that I only see like once a year or something. When I was staying at his house for a weekend he basically felt me up. And not minor feeling up, I mean completely. And I hated it so much that I basically ran off before he went any further, went to my bed and cried.

And Micheal. He is a really nice guy, but I really don't know him. I met him when I was coming back from the weekend with Bath ( and before kind of ....long story really) and I honestly haven't spent more than 3 hours with this boy. But he always texts and phones me and he his good friends with one of my friends. Which means saying Go and Fuck off! Wouldn't be a very good idea.

So I am stuck, not liking any of these guys and desperetly hoping that somebody can come, wave a magic wand and make them both "Poof" and dissapear, and then bring a really nice guy into my life who happens to fall madly in love with me.... to much to ask?

*****

Victoria Crowe - she is awesome. I want to go see a gallery of this girl and meet her and tell her how much I love her art work.
Go check her out. I am currently doing an exam sketchbook and my teacher reccommended her to me, and she is so good.

I am thinking about maybe taking pictures of some of my sketchbook work and posting them, but I don't think anybody would seem very interested in that. I'm not sure.

This has been a beast of a post for me to come back with, so with that I think I should maybe catch up on some reading.

Hope everybody is doing well :D
Allie xoxox

I got a christmas card from photograficnerd It is so good!  She asked for a prompt and she would took a photograph which included that. So I asked for something blue, and she did this amazing picture of a blue wine bottle and, I really like it. It contrats really well with the white backgroud, and I love how it has been taken with the bottle a third of the way over. It's just amazing, and I love it so much :D

Anyway, thank you so much, and Merry Christmas :D

Driving Lessons is on ITV tonight at 9! I finally will get to see it.

I had my birthday party last night (even though my birthday was in October) and it was good, except a few minor hitches. Such as 3 of my mates turning up late so they don't get into the film and instead the get piss-drunk outside. That was just ridiculus! But apart from that everything was basically awesome. :D

Also Torchwood is on tonight! Soo exciting!

EDIT Ok, I am in love with Ben in Driving Lessons. I have it recorded on sky + , but I couldn't wait the extra half an hour so that I could fast forward through and adverts, I just watched it and had a fit whenever the adverts came up.

Anyway, I am a bit confused about the whole guy who lives with them, dresses up as the mum and then runs over her. So any explanations would be fantastic :D

Wow so... this is what the internet is like.

I forgot since it has been down for 2 WEEKS :O Whattttt.

* real life rant type thing *

I haven't bought any christmas presents yet... I haven't any money to buy any christmas presents... soo, any ideas for nice presents on the cheap? *shifty eyes*

I'm going through a stage where just can't be bothered to do anything. And I'm really tired and kinda bummed most of the time. Which I hate, so I'm trying not to be bummed, but I think I'm just ending up pissing off a couple of my friends.

Speaking of my friends. WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING WITH ALL OF THEM? Megan and Kathleen are pissing off everybody. Kathleen's pissed off at everybody, except me. So I'm trying to be middle man and make everything all nice again. Hannah is being a fucking asshole at the moment, she can be a real bully when she wants to be. Erin is being fine, but her and Kathleen are having fights all the time which is pissing me off. And I'm trying to stop these fights , but then Kathleen will start another . And I just don't know what to do.

Also, I hate how my friends are so divided all the time. Megan always has little obsessions with people, so she will hang with that person until she gets bored and moves on. So it went from Kat, to Me, to Jo and blah blah. So she will go off with that person. Hannah and Verity go off. Kathleen normally ditches our group for another group of girls ( who are really nice, but since they started hanging with us their group started falling apart, and that is a whole other story) but they are getting pissed off with her so she clings to me. Which is fine, but she isn't helping my bad mood cause she constantly bitches and whines about everybody and anybody.

PLEASE CAN EVERYTHING JUST STOP, REWIND, AND CALM DOWN!

* end of real life rant thingie*

... Ok, I feel much better now :D

***
How fandom has helped the lives of my friends...

My friend Jenny has a boyfriend called Jody. And basically he wanted her to give him a blowjob and she wanted to aswell, but didn't know how. After me getting drunk, I went to explain to her in extreme detail how to do this ( even though I haven't even kissed a boy, or had a boyfriend. Simply because of all the fic I read) . The next day she phones me and tells me that he said she gave the best head he has ever had.

I have had to explain every single thing to her, how it works etc etc and now she has done pretty much everything with Jody, gone through all the bases....because of this fandom.

Amazing really. :D

****

MSN WHY YOU NO LIKE ME? YOU WANT TO STAY SIGNED IN, NOT SIGN OUT WHENEVER THE MOOD TAKES YOU!.

Thought I would show you the story I sent to my friend on bebo when I was drunk. It probably seemed a good idea at the time, but now its is just funny.

I had a very odd dream last night.

Basically, I was going into a bar, but it was a very fancy bar place that had hot tubs and stuff. It was very cool if I must say :D Anyway, so all the tables were filled up, cept one, which only had a woman sitting there. So I asked if I could sit down and all of a sudden I was all OMG  ITS misread_ and I jumped her ... (sorry misread_ :P)  into a massive hug. Then misread_took me into one of the back VIP rooms, and there was one massive table with Harry, Draco and Ron, and Jared and Jensen. I stood there for about an hour just being all :O:O:O And misread_laughed at me.  So I sat right in the middle and was having a good old chat with everybody, and it was going very nicely and the conversation was progressing nicely. Then all I hear is my Mum being all ' GET UP YOUR LATE!' *woe*

Watched last sunday's Torchwood. And I always had this little thought that Toshiko had a little thing for Owen, ever since the very start. And now I am sure of it, since she was all like to Gwen, 'You get to work fast, tell me more about the kiss then 'etc etc. I'm not sure if I am keen on Owen and Gwen... hmm I shall have to ponder.

HOLY CRAP! The weather! It is pretty much gale force winds and heavy heavy heavy rain!

I had to walk for 30mins through that to get to my bus stop from my school... with no umbrella. Charel and I did find one hanging on a fence though but we only got 1mins use out of it because that was when the wind got really bad and we couldn't walk if we had it up. Le sigh.

When I did get onto my bus (after camping out in Scotmid for 15mins) nobody else on the bus was wet at all..so I looked like a total idiot standing there dripping.

Then on the bus the rain got even worse,and as I got off the bus I found out it wasn't just raining rain, no, it was raining a mixture of rain, hail and sleet. That was when I also realised I didn't have my house keys :(

I had to wait for 15mins in the rain waiting for my neighbours to come home so I could get the spare key.

I am soaked to the bone, the only good thing was I got to start listening to the slashcasts, I have finished episode 1 and am now into episode 2 :D Yay me.

Right, well I am off for a shower, a hot chocolate and to watch Torchwood. (There may be some food involved if I find any :D)